A
man of influence is what I want to be.
What
is it others see in me?
I
am a Father, a son, a co-worker, a husband.
Dear
God how can I follow your commands?
I
have so many roles to play.
I
try to listen to You and obey.
I
ask myself, who am I?
It
seems like no matter how hard I try,
I
just get by.
What
kind of influence do I want to be?
Is
it one that glorifies God or me?
God
let me know how I should act.
Let
me make a difference and a positive impact.
I
have so many things to do.
Am
I truly living for You?
I
am pulled in so many directions.
Dear
God I need your protection.
What
is it You want me to do?
I
know that I want to live my life for You.
I
get so busy trying to get all these worldly things done,
I
forget where I come from.
I
am a son of God and of royal birth.
I
have a purpose here on earth.
Please
God show me what you want be to be, so I can truly live.
I
have so much to give.
Make
me a man, who can stand strong,
So
others know that in your love they belong.
Give
me the words You want me to say, so that they too will listen to You and obey.
God
show me what to do, so others will get to know you.
Let
others see the Jesus in me so that they can also believe.
God
I want to live for You.
I
want others to know that my intensions are true.
Lead
me and guide me in all I do.
God
with Your help a man of influence is what I will be.
And yes others will see the Jesus in me.
So
a man sharpens the countenance of his friend.
Proverbs
27:17
I look at my son
and I try to picture what he will be like when he becomes a man. What kind of a husband and father will he
be? As a mother I can only show him so
much. I can’t help but smile when I watch my sons’ eyes as he sees his father
fix something around the house, works on the cars, or when they get ready to do
something together as father and son. My
son’s eyes light up and a smile comes to his face when my husband say to him
“come on son you can help me.’ My son is
full of pride and accomplishment when he comes running in the house to tell me
what they had done. As my husband
strives to be closer to God I see how much it affects our home. Not only does my son try to follow in his
fathers footsteps, but I see our girls wanting to do the same. My heart over
flows with joy to see our family together as my husband leads the family in
prayer and bible study.
I can remember a
time when my husband was not following God.
It was all about him and what the world had to offer him. Our family was in ruins. I had lost hope for our marriage and our
family. I prayed and prayed for God to
change him and to give me strength to stay married to him. Let’s just say God is faithful. God never gave up on him or our family. God worked on my husband’s heart and one day
he broke and gave everything to God.
Over a process of time he has become a man that I am proud to be married
to. He has turned his life around. Our marriage and family are now stronger
because of it.
Not only are men
responsible for showing Christ to their family, but to other men as well. My husband is part of a Men’s accountability
group where the men keep one another accountable, gives one another support,
and study the Bible together. It is
always comforting to know that my husband can turn to another brother to help support
him and to give him direction when he makes a wrong choice. They are there to praise one another for a
job well done, grieve, and help one another up when they fall.
I have been honored to see these men come together and watch
them grow into men of God. To see
families grow closer as these men’s relationship with God grow.
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